I honestly thought once I got a degree, I would somehow be transformed into a valuable being. I've never considered myself beautiful, and there is not much that I care about except for being valued for my intelligence. Problematically, in college you learn that there are so many different types of intelligences, and you are one of the many people who have unique gifts.
I'd like to think I have unique gifts, and I'd like to think I know myself well enough to know what those gifts are. Yet, I still haven't found the what I would believe would be the correct path for me.
I don't know which direction to turn to. I don't know where to go.
I wish I wasn't such a morbid personality.
My sister says my boyfriends are my books.
And apparently, I have an exceptional gift for randomness.
Point of this post is, when you don't have many options, which road do you take?